QUERENCIA FINAL: My Escape ❤

No ignorant boys, no stuck up girls. No stress, tears, or pain, but only my inner happiness and greater self-liability to gain. All I can hear is the fresh, calming breeze blowing past me, causing me to close my eyes as a whole bunch of thoughts start to fill my mind. Thinking to myself, "What am I good for? Why am I here? What was I given the opportunity to achieve? What is my purpose?" The sweet sound of the birds softly chirping while they roam above me, around me, and beyond what I can see. The sound of the leaves from the trees being blown by the wind across the grassy ground, catching my attention as well. It is peaceful. I have absolutely no cares in the world at all. Nothing can phase me, nothing can and nothing will bother me. It is my time; it is all me. Earphones: in, music: on, outside world: off. The beauty of nature and what impact it has on me. This is my place. This is my backyard.
In my life, just like anyone else, I have trials and tribulations that block my path to happiness. Sometimes, I need to fight for myself. Sometimes, I need to focus on pleasing myself once in a while rather than always trying to please everybody else around me. Just like everyone else, I need an escape. From everything here and there. I need a piece of paradise and my backyard is just that place.
Mom and dad yelling, mom and dad judging, peers pressuring, peers making me feel bad about myself, more than I already do. It's hard to fit up to the expectations of others if what I do isn't enough, no matter how hard I try. This world is a very stressful place to be now days. It is very difficult to lay back and enjoy all of the good things the world has to offer when all kinds of pointless disputes are going on at every corner you turn. It is difficult to just be you. In this case, it's difficult to just be me. I am scared of being me because I scared of being judged. With the calm vibes my place gives off - the calm wind wiping across my face, the fresh, open air surrounding me, the sun glistening right above me; not too hot, nor too cold, but just right.
It is definitely an escape.

NATURAL BEAUTY ❤

No ignorant boys, no stuck up girls. No stress, tears, or pain, but only my inner happiness and greater self-liability to gain. All I can hear is the fresh, calming breeze blowing past me, causing me to close my eyes as a whole bunch of thoughts start to fill my mind. Thinking to myself, "What am I good for? Why am I here? What was I given the opportunity to achieve? What is my purpose?" The sweet sound of the birds softly chirping while they roam above me, around me, and beyond what I can see. The sound of the leaves from the trees being blown by the wind across the grassy ground, catching my attention as well. It is peaceful. I have absolutely no cares in the world at all. Nothing can phase me, nothing can and nothing will bother me. It is my time; it is all me. Earphones: in, music: on, outside world: off. The beauty of nature and what impact it has on me. This is my place. This is my backyard.